Response (Wolfs): Just saying my side.....

As you can see, Bunbun made a post with (almost) the same title. 

Well, here's my response, I'm going to be writing this because I'm gut-less and I can't say anything in RL without chickening out. 

Now, here's my side. 

Last weekend, Bunbun and I were fighting and finally I promised to play 4Square with her the entire week. On Monday, our teacher was talking about getting our yearbooks and I whispers* something about getting signatures during PE, and she laughed so I guess she heard me. Then, while I was doing this she only glared at me. On Tuesday, we had our end of the year party, while the party Bunbun came up to be and said "You're always making promises you can't keep..." and I questioned her, and she said I didn't play 4Square but I told her I wasn't going to be playing it. I dunno if she thought I was joking or she didn't hear me, but I did say I wasn't. I swear. Well, for the rest of the party Bunbun glared at me and didn't really respond to anything I did. Later on, when they asked did we have a good time, I lied. I didn't have a lot of fun, Bunbun ruined it. I didn't care about what happened before she made me upset, I couldn't stop thinking about it because every time she glared at me, a little piece of me died... Well, after school Bunbun went to What's house and they hung out... I was just broken. Is she really my friend? What about whatwhat? Why does it hurt so much? These questions ran through my mind. And then, I said I was offline on Skype and wrote in the Mood box "I don't want to talk .-." and I was crying. I didn't care Bunbun was at What's house I was just crying because I hated what my life had become: everyone else was better than me, I had no real friends that I could stay in contact with, I had to pretend to be "happy" everyday just so I didn't get everyone in my face asking "Why are you crying? What's wrong?" and so on. What asked her dad if I could come and he'd finally agreed. Reluctantly, and gave her my mom's # and she called. I didn't want to even look at Bunbun, every time I did, I thought of her horrible unwelcoming eyes burning into me... The only reason I agreed was because there would be no 4 Square and I just wanted to stay away from my laptop, because if I stayed near my computer I would just start writing and cry for ages. Anyway, when dinner came along, Pup's parents came and they brought her yearbook-since she was in France-she asked that we'd get some signatures from certain people. On Wednesday, What & I went to her class to get the signatures, when we came back Bunbun glared at me, every second of that tore me apart. I stood in the line for 4 Square and when it was *my turn* Bunbun just looked at me and asked me if I was going to play or chicken out (something like that). Well, I was actually in the front of the line but I didn't want to play with Bunbun so I said "[What's name] is in front of me..." I nudged What and she went to play, and two people were actually out so I had to go in Square D. Bunbun still acted like I didn't play 4 Square that day, the same day we had an assembly and they were giving out awards. At one point in assembly, I whispered to her "33 minutes to free choice!" and she just growled (in my mind) "Great, you can get more yearbook signings." 

What? 

It took me a long time to take that in, but once I did, I'd finally got an award, and I desperately tried to blink the tears in my eyes away. When we went back to class, I was still upset, and I leaned on What and said "I'm tired..." No, I wasn't really tired. If I opened my eyes tears would stream down and they wouldn't stop, and I didn't need/want anyone to treat me nicely because I was crying and I wanted this to be my personal business. No one else's (ironically). Well, I told Whatwhat everything, she told me it's okay to cry, but I told her I had to keep it inside because I wanted this personal and I was fighting to hold back my heart-broken wails and tears. Today, I told Bunbun but I couldn't tell her how I truly felt. 

In short, I am torn apart... I've been like this for a while. I sick of everyone being better than me... I made a post about this but deleted it, because no one really read it. And part of it was for Bunbun but there were no comments, and I guess she didn't care enough to read it... But here's what I wanted her to see: 

Recently, we dissected a bull frog. And well, I was sitting at a table with a guy, Bunbun, Whatwhat, & myself (of course). Bunbun & the guy were sitting on the small side on the table, at least when we started. The guy moved over next to me, and Bunbun had pulled the plate with the bull frog on it really close to her. I asked the guy to move back to he was when we started but he said he couldn't see from where he was. 

I said I couldn't see and Bunbun gave me this doubtful-untrusting look... That actually made me cry. Now-a-days it feels like Bunbun doesn't trust me. So I'm trying to stay away from her... All she does these days is make me cry... 

There's still somethings I need to address...

Bunbun, Whatwhat follows me and hangs out with me because I guess she feels like I'll have nothing to do if you play 4 Square or she just doesn't like it either. I've actually told her a few times not to follow me because you'd feel left out. And there are no secrets. We find what we're talking about funny 'cause we act it out, or say it in different accents etc. I find it much better than playing 4 Square. :( 

I wasn't trying to be "derpy" that face was a mask of my true feelings. And to be honest, I hated when all we did was sit around and stare at the monitor of What's desktop. 

Well... That's it... I hope you know you really hurt me... And I actually considered not being your friend anymore because sometimes you act like I'm crap and I don't have feelings. :( 

-Wolfs </3 

Just sayin my side.....

I know that Wolfs saying that I'm not really being nice to her, and I agree, I wasn't. But I have a reason for that. On Monday, Wolfs promised to play 4 square with me the whole week and I was happy because she and Whatwhat never played with me a lot. Well, she did ply for ONE recess, then we got our yearbooks and then she and Whatwhat went into yearbook signing frenzy. So I was alone playing 4 square with my other friends who also played 4 square. I watched W&W asking everyone to sign their yearbooks, while I was just in line.  Oh well at least I'm having fun with the yearbooks at this court. I thought. And it was true, the girls their wrote really funny stuff in my book. But ever since then, Wolfs was just signing yearbooks and I thought: You broke your promise. On Wednesday,I was invited to Whatwhat's house. We were having fun, and I was happy, because finally I was alone with What and I know this might sound mean, but I was glad that Wolfs wasn't here, cuz she somehow always get What to do what she wanted. And I was never included. Well What and i were on skype, and Wolfs is silent because she wasnt with us. Finally we invited her over and all she did there was say Guys let's get off the computer and Guys lets do something fun and she was always like: "I'm stealing your puppy! :P" And she always slaps her hand on her face and makes and does this look like she's derpy. I was groaning in the inside. See, I always hate the way she sometimes barges in and takes control, then make up secrets with What, laugh about it, then don't tell me. They also make dumb things happen in clan like, Spottedjaw's gonna lose his color and everyone's gonna paint him eith berries so he'll be a rainbow cat!!!! How stupid does that sound??! In my opinion, I think the person who gets me the most is Pup, because she doesn't do that stuff. I miss her a lot.... Anyways that's my side of the story, so Wolfs you better read this. -.-
-BunBun

A no-name Post

Hey guys. As you can see, I've changed a lot of things... I really like how this blog looks now, I hope you do too! Today's story happened a while back, & a lot of truth comes out with it. 

So my cousin & my aunt started to visit for very long times and very often because my cousin wanted to become an american citizen (my mom was a foreigner & all her family is too). Well he had learned a lot about computers and recently bought an Alien Desktop computer. For those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about, they look something like this:

Well, one day my cousin broke his expensive headphones. He didn't know how it happened, neither did I. One day, my brother was on his Alien computer & I guess I pissed him off so my brother told my cousin I broke the headphones. 

This is partly true. I broke my brother's headphones-or so my brother thought-but not my cousin's. My cousin thought I broke his and forbid me to ever go on his desktop again. I was outraged at this. Around this time, I had this really old Dell laptop that always had internet problems so I was basically cut off from the rest of the world. :( I complained and complained about this, I mean, how was I suppose to react? 

Well, in the end my cousin sold his Alien desktop and I don't recall what happened to the Dell laptop... 

The reason I'm writing about this is because I want to show how people can react in a moment of anger and how someone would believe anything just so they can...? I dunno. But my brother lied, he never mentioned whose headphones I broke, and my cousin believed him without questioning my brother. 

Human beings are unpredictable. :/

Behind the 550: Bye Pup07418

Hey there jammers!

Its whatwhat550 here! Well, basically, I am here to tell you about one of my close friends leaving for France for 2 and a half months. Ok, let’s begin. Me and my friend met at the first couple days of fourth grade. Me and pup(her) were paired up too sit next to each other. We soon became friends and started talking more. She was also really good at drawing so we did projects together, and talked, a lot. This caused us to get into more trouble in class, but we didn’t care. Back then I was also pretty popular and liked to play 4 square and punch ball. She didn’t so much. Also, around that time I had another friend named…well lets just call her C. C and me were closer friends then me and tiff. Also, Tiff had met Bunbun and Wolfs before me. I didn’t know them then. Soon, as me and pup became best friends, our parents met up and we had a play date. But then, C and I started drifting away, We were still friends but it was almost as if she didn’t really want me there any more. So, as time goes by…..school is out. Me and pup weren’t able to hang out much during the summer due too summer school but we were still friends. Then, fifth grade came. Me and bunbun sat next to each other and pup was in another class. It was a shame she was in a different class but I lived with it and so did she. Then, I became wolfs friend and I asked them if they knew who pup was. They said they did so, us four started hanging out. I quit four square to go and play with them on the field. I wasn’t as popular as I was before but I was happy. C also made new friends and was in another class too. Then, the drama began. One day, after recess was over when we were walking back tour class line, I asked bunbun what was wrong. She looked really annoyed and told me that pup was really annoying. I was surprised and tried to talk more but she walked me off. Then, everything was normal after that just me, bunbun and wolfs were becoming closer friends. Since pup needed attention a lot, she would get our attention. Her way. How was her way to get our attention?  By annoying us. Soon pup started acting really annoying and not respecting us. I started to feel like I got into a fight with her everyday and I would ignore her sometimes. The battle continued and I tried to talk pup into trying another way of getting our attention but she didn’t consider. Soon, I felt like we were not even friends. I was very depressed and didn’t answer or reply messages to my other friends anywhere a lot. I always tried to talk to pup after a fight but she always told me that her house just had NO WIFI. I thought she was lying but just took it anyways. Then, time passed and she said she was hiding a big secret. I asked her what it was but she didn’t tell me. Soon, she told me and apparently, she was going to Paris! I was really excited for her and asked her a bunch of questions. She told me too calm down and say near the end of the school year. I told bunbun and wolfs also. Soon as more time passed (lol time is passing so often in this post XD) it was time for Pali! Pali was a fun three day overnight field trip up in the mountains. We were all picked in the same activity and cabin group, which was really exciting. Soon, it was time for the trip. When we got there,we went to our cabin counselor too our cabin. Before that we had decided that pup would bunk with bunbun and I would bunk with wolfs. Then, the next day, as it was time for lunch, pup was cut off. She said she felt left off but I said, “Grow up, you’re just not sitting next to us”. Then, she acted rude all the time the rest of the day and went to bed with out telling me good night. Through out the trip, besides I got sick and much more, I feel like I didn’t treat her with a lot of respect. On her LAST DAYS, I screwed up. Continuing on, after we got back from the trip, she called me. On the phone, she said she was at the air port and about to leave for her flight in 2 hours. I wished her a safe trip and to have fun in France. She said yea and, “Ill miss you”. I said I’ll miss you too and she hung up. But still, I feel like I didn’t give her respect. The friendship she needed. And I feel terrible, even to this point. Pup, I’m sorry if sometimes I acted like a slob. The truth is, you are my BFFL, and I will miss you. See you in 2 and a half months:).

-whatwhat550

Come clean............

Well, Whatwhat has "come clean". What the real truth was i can't tell, but i'm happy she opened up. In fact, you might here us "come clean" on Animaljamlovver77's YouTube channel.....
-imacutebunbunbunny